THE CHILD I DIDN’T WANT BUT LOVE SO MUCH

On Monday March 3, 2014, I gave birth to my oldest England Campbell. She was 3 pounds 15 oz to be exact. I was nervous, my mind was racing and to top it off, I had preeclampsia. For those who aren’t familiar with preeclampsia, your blood pressure rises and in my case I was stroke/seizure risk. Never…

Day 10: The Hand of the Lord is Upon Me

September 3, 2015 Focus: The Hand of the Lord is Upon Me Isaiah 41: 20 “That they may see, and know, and consider, and understand together, that the hand of the Lord hath done this, and the Holy One of Israel hath created it.” Reflection: As I see God using me more during this period, I…

Day 9: He Understands Our Aches and Pains

September 2, 2015 Focus: Song ~ He understands every little bit of heartache and pain The song is by the Grace Thrillers, I however cannot find it online.  The lyrics, that I remember, are as follows: “He understands every little bit of heartache and pain Every time I call on His name, every time I cry,…

Day 8: Repentance – Removing the Rubbish

September 1, 2015 Focus: Repentance ~ Removing the Rubbish The night before today, I had failed to keep up my standards set for this consecration. So today, I focus on repentance and removing the rubbish. If I have garbage in my home and I clean the house, but refuse to empty the bin, no matter…

Day 7: For He Alone is Worthy

August 31, 2015 Focus: For He Alone is Worthy Reflection: God deserves all the praise, glory AND attention. I have to be honest, I failed to do this today. I disregarded his worthiness. Instead, I heeded to temptation by allowing myself to be drawn away by my lusting. I did the one thing that I…

Day 6: Worship Him

August 30, 2015 Focus: Worship Him Psalm 34: 3-4 “O magnify the Lord with me, and let us exalt his name together.  I sought the Lord, and he heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.”  Reflection: I woke on Sunday morning, worried about a particular situation. I was experiencing some inner conflict. The…

Day 5: Search Me

August 29, 2015 Focus: Search Me Results of a self-examination: I will be more determined I will be less aggressive and feisty I won’t answer people when they tease me, and I’ll try not to respond harshly to foolish questions or statements. Reflection: The psalm/song says, “search me, oh Lord, and now my thoughts. See…

Day 4: Do Not Be Selfish

August 28, 2015 Focus: Do Not Be Selfish 1. Develop an attitude of gratitude toward the (permanent, semi-permanent, and temporary) people in my life 2. Deny self-pleasure to help someone else during this period of consecration. This time is to try to focus solely on doing the things of God and not things I want…

Faith: From a Seed to a Tree

By: KryScott Matthew 13: 31-32 “Another parable put he forth unto them, saying, The kingdom of heaven is like to a grain of mustard seed, which a man took, and sowed in his field: Which indeed is the least of all seeds: but when it is grown, it is the greatest among herbs, and becometh…

The Hand of the Lord is Upon Me

Isaiah 41: 18-20 AMP I will open rivers on the bare heights, and fountains in the midst of the valleys; I will make the wilderness a pool of water, and the dry land springs of water. I will plant in the wilderness the cedar, the acacia, the myrtle, and the wild olive; I will set…